What do you want?? Do tell

You tell me I'm cute

but what do you really want

You tell me to shut up

make up your mind



I want somthin real

Tell me you don't want my body.

You want me,

all of me,

just me,


I wanna hear that I have a beautiful

Soul,

Face,

Hair,

Anything but boobs or ass.


Tel me that you don't care that

I'm still innocent,

that im broken on the inside

hurt beyond repair,

and a bit selfish,



Please just tell me

you'll hold me,

when im scared.

when I'm lost,

when I'm not all there.

Pomise me you'll stay.

Aways.



Can you do that,

stay mine?

Cause I've put you to the test

told you,

I dont care.

I lied.

I do care,

more than know.



Just prove,

my thoughts wrong

That when I'm not pleasing you,

you won't turn,

away from me,

away from the shame,

the hurt.



I wanna believe you.

I do.

It may seem like you know me,

That I'll just tell you,

all there is to me.

But no,

yu've just begun to,

dismantel the wall.



It's a hard chore.

Yea it will be worth it.

But can you stick it out?

Be strong

faithfull

encouraging

Dont lie to me.



Just tell me

Is this what you want?

Broken...

I wanted you to know

that i love the way you laugh

I wanna hold you high, steal your pain away

I keep your photograph and

i know it serves me well

I wanna hold your hand, steal your pain away

cause I'm broken when I'm lonesome

And i don't feel right when your gone away....

You've gone away

You dont feel me here anymore...

The worst is over now

And we can breathe agian

I wanna hold your high, steal my pain away

Theres so much left to learn

And no one left to fight

I wanna hold your high and steal your pain

Cause I'm broken when I'm open

And I don't feel like I'm strong enough

Cause I'm broken when I'm lonesome

And i dont feel right when your gone away

Take It or Leave It

I live life knowing that things and people change within seconds
so i live my life the way i want to, wether its the right way,

or the wrong way I dont care.I still live it.

its my life, and I deal with the mistakes.

So i'll take...

a shot to kill the pain.

a pill to drain the shame.
a purge to stop the gain.

a cut to break the vain.

a smoke to ease the crave.

a drink to win the game.

an addictions an addiction

cause it always hurts the same....

About me..I guess

I've been to hell and back

I spill shit, trip and embarass myself

I can't just flutter my lashes and get what I want

I've got it hard, my life is messed up.

I've messed up

I've been through more shit than you've seen on T.V

Nobody's perfect

I've been lied to, cheated on, and had my heart stolen && broken

I've fucked up, Fucked people up, and been fuck up

But every hit was worth it, cause i felt it

i knew it was real

life is real, and i'm living it wrong everyday

I'm fucking up royaly, and doing everthing opposite

but do i regret one thing??

NEVER!

Because at one point what i did was what i wanted

I got my fucking satisfaction

My life is mine

and no stupid bitch or immature person can fuck it up anymore

im the real deal